Today i broke down and cried in front of my mom and Rachel.Maybe stress have been accumulating ever since god knows when and i felt very "wei qu" for a very long time. I thought i hid my feelings well enough, but i guess mom still has a way to let me confess everything out. This afternoon on our bus trip, i did told shirley about this but wasn't feeling as lousy as now.

Anyway, mom gave me some advices and i guess i should really consider my present and future life.Rachel hush me and ask me not to cry and i was very touched actually. Never in my life did i resent such unknown feelings welling up inside me.

Let me be happy again please!

cheers
jingxuan