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hello people who are still reading my almost dead blog!!


As you can see, im busy and poor and tired ! and so i decided to blog only on fri or sat. so life for me is GREAT! i made new banglah friends,and every different construction workers of diff country, shape and sizes. WELL johnny seems more popular than me in site.Probably because construction workers loves seeing dicks more than chicks.

i was told whether to extend my attachment and im still thinking about it because not a single friend of mine are even considering to extend. erm life everyday is about gossiping famous ANUS and waiting for lunch and home time so its quite monotone haha,


anyway caught Hangover with wiseman today and i laugh the fuck out of my lungs. damn funny i dont mind watching a second time,that is if someone blanjah me HAHA!

and to stephanie: please take good care of your finger.

till then
cheers!

ten random rubbish about me

-> i love to bite my fingernails.

-> i only eat chicken breast


->i love to dig my nose.


->i like to eat bao with no fillings.


->i love mango juice and anything with mango.


->i always have to help people peel prawn shells


->i love to laugh


->i am sailormoon


->i wish i could live in sentosa cove.


->i love MR WISEMAN!

And i'm not emo le!!! hahaa thanks for all your concern=]]

cheers!

jingxuan

i've been thinking what i really want now.

i want nothing .

LAST POST

hello living creatures!

many of you may have heard. but some of you have not. Yes clement and i have officially broke up. It's not just another short term thingy but like I've said "officially"... i know many people put blame on me. but saying sorry don't solve everything so for now i don't give a damn abt wad ppl wanna say.


one of my mistake is that i ask for control and now i'm dying for freedom.It's my fault so to clement, i'm sorry.

But there are many things that i do not wish to say because there's no point crying over spilled milk.It's a great one year and actually i already foreseen all these coming but dare not speak up which resulted in all these shit that we're in now. feeling faded and i swear i did try to find it back so as not to disappoint you. But it faded more when u hav done all the irelevent, non-sensical which in directly caused problems for my friends ,family & i. I have not only relationships problem to deal with but also my family, friends , and money problems.

To be frank, this breakup made me realise i have lots of wonderful friends that i don't wish to be in such a tied up relationship(even though i ask for it at first).i want someone who understands my poly life now and make me happy everyday . Not just talk abt how his prospective & thinking. i know you did try, but often, its not the answer i wanted. I needed a true grown up guy who's mature in thinking & not always bragging, talk abt fights which make me feel insecure and don't feel like listening.


i admit i've been going out with devian but not as a couple. IT'S THE DAMN TRUTH. but who knows what may happen in the future. All in all everything is great for now. i'm upset we parted in such a manner, we cannot be friends even for now because i don't know how to face you. i have to admit i feel disgusted at times. but im trying to stay subjective.

sometimes i really wonder , do you really want me dead then you start offering your concern to me by giving me nice food at my grave?


i'll definitely not do that to my child in future.


jingxuan

Happy Birthday Dad.

Today is Dad's 55th birthday. Every year his birthday are , without fail, super duper happy and fun and this years we add another new member , clement ng! anyway, while eating dinner today, dad named me the expired girl because i love eating "lao hong" biscuit and "lao gas" fizzy drinks LMAO.

Photos:


Dad's rectangular chocobanana birthday cake.i wanted to put exactly 55 candles on it but apparently, its surface was too small to accomodate them.

Because we don't want to waste money buying party hats, i spend some time making 6 identical party hats while they custom-made it to make it theirs.

Rachel with her party hat.

i looked constipated. -.-
rachel,baby, yixuan.
Me in specs, baby and yixuan.

Dad's assistant , helping him to adjust his hat before i snap him.
Tadah! the 55 year old Birthday boy!

And finally, our first family shot. I love them all!

P/s .To people who tagged on my sister's blog, it's true my sister found her loved ones soon right after timothy's breakup. But get the story straight, his the one making a hard time for my sister, his the one whose not showing care and i can witness for it. my sister had been asking me tonnes of question on how she could show more care for him and she cried so hard for him .She seldom shed her tears for people ok? and look at whose initiating the breakup? I'm not trying to rake this matter up. But i seriously can't stand cyberfuckers who were giving bad comments on my sister's blog. So to kii, get the fuck clear from all the fuckshits that you've been hearing from whoever because thats just one side of a coin. you dickheads out there better stop calling my sister a bitch/slut. KNN NAHBEH PUASIEW CHAO CHEE BYE !

she's so much happier with jerome. At least someone bothers to sms her even when his on overseas trip.

i'm fucking pissed now.


jingxuan.